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Death Incarnate

Mon Nov 30, 2009, 2:50 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Reading: Sakura Fubuki
  • Drinking: Tea
I got nothing left
I am more than this
There is no one here, there's no one here
Everywhere I crawl
Thinking what I did
There is no one here, there's no one here

I'm not like this
My name is gone
My weakened mind
It's black and white
I can't go on
While you come through
You took my hope
that I can't find

I'll fight!
Go back this time
Don't take!
Her heart is mine

And I can't wait
till you say goodbye
You dragged me in
and left me to die

Salt into my wounds
When will this diffuse?
There is no one here, there's no one here
Sleeping as I go
Dream for one last time
There is no one here, there's no one here

I'm not like you
Your souless face
My weakened heart
It's dead inside
Don't throw me in
and give whats mine
You took my love
that I can't find

I'll fight!
Go back this time
Don't take!
Her heart is mine

And I can't wait
till you say goodbye
You dragged me in
and left me to die

I'm becoming so lifeless
Just like you
Battered and beaten
You try to morph me too
Slumber forever
This damn disease
Bring me to life
So I can watch you fade

I'll fight!
Go back this time
Don't take!
Her heart is mine

And I can't wait
till you say goodbye
You dragged me in
and left me to die

You left me to die

Laura's Song (re-worked)

Mon Nov 30, 2009, 2:49 PM
  • Mood: Overwhelmed
  • Reading: Sakura Fubuki
  • Drinking: Tea
My heart is frozen

This winter just falls again as ice runs through your veins
Your silver ring you wore will never glow again
The photo of you inside, will I forget your name?
It's simple, to you I was merely just a game

Now I shiver alone
Without your answer, I'm frozen
Here I dedicate
this song that I remember
in my heart

Your thoughtless heart will never make its own amends
The tainted dreams of you seems like it never ends
Will I know? If thoughts of you will keep me under pain
I wonder if you would ever walk under my rain?

Now I shiver alone
Without your answer, I'm frozen
Here I dedicate
this song that I remember
in my heart

Now I shiver alone
Without your answer, I'm frozen
Here I dedicate
this song that I remember
in my heart

My heart is frozen

My Forever

Wed Sep 30, 2009, 11:20 PM
  • Mood: Overwhelmed
  • Listening to: Nine Inch Nails Live @ The Wiltern
  • Reading: Sakura Fubuki
  • Watching: CSI: Miami Marathon
  • Drinking: Tea
Saving the time when I hold you alone
I wait along, for the night to dawn
Not knowing when will you just come along
Here I stay, a faithful man

All I want, is that day
Fate, don't turn your back on me
Hold my hand, and don't let go
If you fall, then I will too
and I will see whats good for you

Waiting for the "you"
There is no one else
I want you as my forever
I don't want to lose
everything we have
I want you as my forever

Reach in there deep as you pull me along
I wait for you, while nothings here
The distance millions, but close to the heart
No worries here, I won't forget

Day we part, we'll shed our tears
If you fall, then I will too
and I will see whats good for you

Waiting for the "you"
There is no one else
I want you as my forever
I don't want to lose
everything we have
I want you as my forever

I want you here at home
I need you here with me
I'm lonely here again
No forever, without you, again

Waiting for the "you"
There is no one else
I want you as my forever
I don't want to lose
everything we have
I want you as my forever

Hold my hand and don't let go
No forever, without you, again
Hold my hand and don't let go
No forever, without you, again

One Year Later

Wed Aug 26, 2009, 3:43 PM
  • Mood: Overwhelmed
Now the time has come again
Faded breath, our love is over
Weave our dreams, and clean our stains
Are you going to love me ever?

I don't want to change your ways
I just need your body closer
When will you be here to stay?
Nothing's real, I burn and shiver

A year has passed today
But you're not coming in
There is no love, there is no hope
There is nothing left of you
Where is your touch? Where is your kiss?
Where is anything of me?

You weren't there to watch me die
In my dreams, I know it's over
Show me where to go from here
I'll take the blame and run forever

A year has passed today
But you're not coming in
There is no love, there is no hope
There is nothing left of you
Where is your touch? Where is your kiss?
Where is anything of me?
There's no pain
There's no lie
I have nothing left for me
I am not here
Black tainted face
I have shut my heart away

There is no love, there is no hope
There is nothing left of you
Where is your kiss? Where is your touch?
Where is anything of me?
There's no pain
There's no lie
I have nothing left for you
I am not here
Black tainted face
I have shut my heart away

Seasons

Mon Jun 1, 2009, 4:37 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: myself sing
  • Drinking: Coke
I will take my words back
Nothing is the same now
All the times I would spend
staring at your eyes

When my memory dies
I will never find you
But your voice is all I need
Although I won't feel the same

And all the seasons
just come and go
Not knowing where I stand
I let my heart fly
Yet you don't understand

All the seasons
just come and go
while rain is here to stay
As black as night can get, I will be here to say
I sleep through empty nights

There is nothing left here
The summer comes with snow now
I have fallen in love
but you do not exist

Your 'I love you' flies
far beyond my heart now
But your voice is all I need
Although I won't feel the same

And all the seasons
just come and go
Not knowing where I stand
I let my heart fly
Yet you don't understand
I sleep through empty nights

And your words can never bring
all the hopes and dreams I need
It isn't you
but my own lies
It will never make me whole again
But your voice is all I need
Although I won't feel the same

And all the seasons
just come and go
Not knowing where I stand
I let my heart fly
Yet you don't understand

All the seasons
just come and go
while rain is here to stay
As black as night can get, I will be here to say
I sleep through empty nights

Sleep through empty nights
Sleep through empty nights

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